Thank you for your kind words. I read your profile. I admire how mature you are in your faith. I also am a Christian and believe in Jesus, and I should be at peace, but I'm not...I'M SCARED TO DEATH! AHHHHHHHHHHH!! I'm scared I'm going to be one of the ones that die from this...I wish I could get over it...My fear doesn't matter, I have to press on and do this. My surgery is 5/29/03. And your right. If it's my time it's my time and I'll be dancing on streets of gold when He takes me!!! Good Luck with your surgery. Thank you for your prayers!! I will keep you in mine!! Michelle