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a really, really hard day. - I typed this earlier but it was deleted and now Im not in the mood to rehash it all. Basically, mom sent a bunch of my clothes from houston and it was really hard because I've gain...

Physicality - So, I've heard that exercise makes you better for like, a million and ten reasons, but I've been feeling them lately. I started working out while reading course material. Which bas...

Owning up - So, my transition to law school was pretty rough, and I'm noticing how un-motivated I am to be active. It has to do with not having a community, though it's slowly building. I love...

doom and gloom - So, i'm trying to take some responsibility for reality, and that's hard. it's hard when it's so out of my control not to embellish on either side, either to make myself feel better...

fail - so, I keep gaining weight. I've gained 15 lbs now since may. and its not going anywhere soon. it's starting to affect all kinds of other shit in my life, like my confidence- my rep...

the saga continues - I spent a lot of the past few weeks trying to keep rising levels of panic at bay. I felt like I was out of control, and I couldn't really do anything about it. A lot of that had to...

clarification - only gained 11 lbs, which is totally reversable. also, my bone density went back up to 7.1 (thank you calcium supplements). I looked for some free weights so I could get back into ...

Back from hiatus - So, 3 months later... Camp was an epic fail eating and exercising-wise. I've gained about 15 lbs, even though my fitbit (which I lost during 3rd session and am currently missing...

the makings of failure - so, i learned some good lessons today. background- First off, i got a nifty little thing called a fitbit that now stays cliped to me practically 24/7 and records my activity levels...

homestretch and heartache - well, i'm really getting close to the end [the end of being in texas, that is]. most of me is oh-so-glad. then there are other parts of my heart that want to break in that epic ref...

lot about livin', and a little bout love - well, I'm having a really emotional few weeks. last night i blushed all of, oh i don't know, three times. all in a normal conversation with a friend. i honestly, shocked myself. ...

the calm before the storm - I have fallen way, way off the wagon. i don't think about what I'm eating, I don't exercise at all, and I have been seriously indulging when it comes to carbohydrates. and did i me...

damn having to be all c.o.a. on facebook - i was absolutely dying when i stumbled across this info, but there's no way for me to post it without incurring the wrath of my would-be employers. apparently, ranked by city, n...

the skin I'm in - so, i met a new boy- and he has a peculiar attachment to the spot just inside my hip bone, very close to my 'special place'. this is probably the grossest spot on my body, as it is...

thirteen thousand dollars - that's how much it's gonna cost if i want my cousin stephen to do my plastic surgery. that's with a 20 percent discount, being family and all. mom was completely illogical and want...

um, twilight zone - I haven't run in over a week. i lost count. my energy levels have been pretty low as I tweak on my ADD meds and try to not be consumed by this rut of life that is houston, tx. I fo...

it's 2 am, I'm all hot and bothered... - so, the miamian weight loss plan didn't work. i'm back at 180 today, but i've basically thrown the diet to the wind, so i can't really say that i expected anything else. still exer...

take THAT evil fat (hiiii-yaaahhh!) - I started working on some arms and abs everyday. i'm sooooo sore, but i only do it 20-30 minutes a day and it doesn't feel like a chore. and i can still lift my arms.... if i did i...