Dovie,
I am soooooo sorry to hear how bad your day went yesterday. So many of us have had that kind of situation.. mine was last summer, 5 days before my surgery... passed out at an air show, military police, ambulance, lots of strangers all surrounding me, not able to get up, face in the dirt, you get the idea..... I still remember the humiliation.. but sweetie.. the memory will ease with time. And before you know it, you will be on your way to a new you and reaching all those dreams and goals you have! A big cyper hug sent your way and I hope all the bruises and sores, both mental and physical are healing a bit more each day.
Tami