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well i decided to just do the counseling sessions and once i started i signed up for a group thing well my counselor wrote the letter to my psychiatrist and then he says that is not what he needs i have to complete the counseling even the one i volunteered to be in before he will write the letter condoning me  to go ahead with surgery i am so angry cause he is the only one that i know if that will do this for Wls if anyone knows of a psychiatrist in lake city Florida that takes medicaid please let me know , i know that it has been awhle since i posted buy my laptop was broken hopefully now it is okay and i will keep you guys posted.

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i am so tired of calling calling calling i am getting the run around from every where and i don't know what do do any more i had to cry today cause i was so pissed off i know what i want to do and i am being help up by some one who think they  know me better than i know my self a session with him is like a listening session i go in he ask how r u  he talky i into his little tape recorder writes a prescription and i leave that is that and he thinks he can say how the hell i will feel about me after i loose weight i will tell u i will feel 100 percent better about me i will look in the mirror and say where this girl been at right now i am sick of me i dont know whom i am i just wanna do what i wanna do and be done i want to be able to not be tired all the time this year i am supposed to coach a basketball youth girls team i really look forward to it but i  have such a low self esteem to i don't know if i will make it i definitely cant run up and down the court with them i love kids and i just want to make sure they are having fun and learning but i can Say this i am gonna do my best i cannot wait til all this drama is over and i can look at me and be proud of me i  tell you this i come on here every day and i look at before and after pictures and i do a little experiment with some of my male visitors i show them the before and be like my friend want to talk to you and they go eww now you trippin then i hover over for it to change to the after and then they face change to be like WHO she tell her what up and when i tell them it  is the same person they cant say a word and then  i let them have a piece of my mind i say well what y'all think of me if y'all think of these women that way they say you different i say no i am not in no way but you know they cant say nothing for themselves after that maybe some of you should try it with some of your male friends and see thier  reaction i am curious to know some of the responses to the challenge see if you get the same responses i did i got maybe 1 good response out of 8 men that i asked i will keep calling the psychiatrist everyday 10 times a day if i have to till i get what i want i will not tolerate this run around the block anymore especially i ain't loosing no weight doing it lolllllll til next time all my friends i love you all and i keep you in my prayers.

today i got a coll from the place i went to for counseling to say they faxed my records and called to my psychiatrist office and no one returned there call when i called to the doctors office no one answered the phone so i then i called back to the place that i was counseled to make sure they sent the proper documents cause i was told this morning there was no record of the counseling And I even agreed to re do it to no resolution i got tossed from person to person til i end up  signing up for group therapy never the less if that is what it takes then i will do it my surgeons office is saying i only have a little more time before i have to do all the prop testing over again i could do it but one this is preventing me from wanting to do it the arterial blood gas hurts so bad to me the other stuff was a breeze . i will keep you guys posted on the drama as my world turn in the day of my life.

Today i marched into the psychiatrist office and wanted some answers and then the lady says "well u have to wait for an appointment"  i said i don't have an appointment until October and i said i need something sooner cause i need some answers so she let me come in this evening at 6:30pm and he said that it was not  him holding it up it is the counseling place cause they have not sent my medical records to him and i soon as he gets them he will be more than happy to finish his consent for the surgery so tomorrow i am going to the place that is the hold up and show my tail like he told me to do and get some answers cause it don't take that long to send or should i say fax some papers  i took my sister in law with me today just so i would have a witness to his actions i told him that this is supposed to be a free country and i should have the right to do what i want and when i want without anyone holding me up and i don't appreciate him telling me how i will react to any situation he don't know me like that i am sick and tired of the run around but i will get or demand some answers  i will keep you guys posted on this drama.

time is passing by quickly and my dr seems to be moving slower i really cant believe it comes down to my pschiatrist holding me up from something i want to do it is my decision not his and i am really mad that this is the freakin hold up for almost 8 months now it is my life and my body and if i want to do something them i should be able to i would nderstand and not be so pissed if it was my pcd (primary care doctor) but it is my pschiatrist as you can see i am really mad what happened to freedom seems hat i cannot make my own deciion here i wish they would so away withthe psychiatrist portion all togethor. i think i would have been at least approved and waiting on the date or maybe approved and through surgery already. i will keep you posted thanks for all the friend request and  your prayers and kind words.

Today i called about 5 times to try and get my mental assessment sent to my Dr office so that i can be submitted fro approval but all i got was leave your name and number and we will do our best to return your call excuse me but what the heck i have been leaving messages for months now and they have not returned none of my calls so from now on i am calling everyday and raise cane until i get some results i am tired of this nonsense it is totally UN acceptable.

IT HAS BEEN 7 MONTHS SINCE MY CONSULTATION AND STILL NO PROGRESS I AM STILL HAULTED AT THE PSYCH EVAL MY MENTAL SPECIALIST STILL WONT SIGN OFF UNTIL I GO TO COUSELING BUT I DID AND NOT THE PLACE I DID COUNSELING THE GUY NO LONGER ORKS THERE IT IA BIG MESS BUT MAYBE I WILL  FIND A WAY

i am still waiting my mental specialist still wants me to have counseling i have not heard from he surgeon still all this waiting is really getting on my nerve