catherineangel
A little nervous today
Nov 01, 2009
I woke up this morning, with a headache, nausea and dizziness. I haven't even had the surgery yet and these are some of the symptoms and have convinced me that this is the right decision for me.
A stress fracture in my left foot, prevents me from walking and my movements are restricted.
MY NERVES: :)
I feel nervous about the vsg surgery. I wonder to myself, why haven't I been able to lose this weight. It has now come to this. I want to live a long, vibrant life as I am a young, vibrant woman. I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I have doubts. Can I do this? What will it feel like to leave the room knowing that I will be a new person. I can finally look like the person I see in my head every day.
How will my life change? Will I change? God help me through this time. I look to you. No one knows just how much will power and strength it takes to do this surgery. I used to think that people who did this were week, lazy and pathetic. Now I understand that all of that is so untrue.
God help all of us in this journey. Watch over our surgeons and their families and staff. Watch over us, and our families. Lead us not into temptation and help us to love our selves. Help us to desire less food.
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A stress fracture in my left foot, prevents me from walking and my movements are restricted.
MY NERVES: :)
I feel nervous about the vsg surgery. I wonder to myself, why haven't I been able to lose this weight. It has now come to this. I want to live a long, vibrant life as I am a young, vibrant woman. I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I have doubts. Can I do this? What will it feel like to leave the room knowing that I will be a new person. I can finally look like the person I see in my head every day.
How will my life change? Will I change? God help me through this time. I look to you. No one knows just how much will power and strength it takes to do this surgery. I used to think that people who did this were week, lazy and pathetic. Now I understand that all of that is so untrue.
God help all of us in this journey. Watch over our surgeons and their families and staff. Watch over us, and our families. Lead us not into temptation and help us to love our selves. Help us to desire less food.
