Hello Sally:
I just read your journal and I am at a lost for words. My heart goes out to you. Your description on your daily tasks are incredible. You have managed to put into words what most of us have not been able to. Please whatever you do, don't give up on WLS. We need you. It is scary and there's alot to do before taking the big step to the losing side but it will all be worth it at the end. I look at it as a test. If I endure this journey, I will have something to look forward to at the end. There are times when I too doubt myself and wonder if it's worth it. But then I look at my daughter and grandchildren and the answer is right there. Yes, it is worth it because I want to be there for them. You have a wonderful career to look forward to. It was put on hold temporarily but with God's help, you will be able to go back after the surgery. Continue to be strong my friend, you are an inspiration to all of us. You are not alone, you are part of the AMOS family and we are here for you. God Bless You!!!!!