John, My thoughts and prayers are with you, and so are those of my entire family. You have such strength and love within you, and you have shared that will all of us over the past months. Draw from that inner strength to fight like you have never fought before. Also draw from our love and strength too. You have come so far, and the road ahead is so close, you just have to make it over this roadbump. I had a few post op complications (nothing like yours) but I know how hard it is to fight. Keep focused on your family and loved ones, and the long term goal. The temporary pain and difficulty you are having now, will soon be nothing but a memory. You can do this John! Rest and let your body heal, and never give up and always keep the faith.