Justin, I know it's hard, but try not to let your friends get you down. They don't KNOW what it's like to be you, or how you're feeling now. I keep telling myself that in relation to my friends and their opinions, too; they simply have no idea and therefore no way to make a "decision" for me about what's best. We at AMOS are on your side and know you're making the RIGHT decision. Not an easy one, but an INFORMED and smart one! Hang in there, and know that we're praying for you. -- Susan (WLS 4/21/03 - 14 days away!)