Oh my gosh, Amy, I can't IMAGINE what you have been through. Kind of puts things in perspective for me real fast! I'm 6 days post-op and have been feeling very down, low on energy, and sick of a liquid diet. I CAN NOT IMAGINE 14 MONTHS IN A HOSPITAL AND NOT EATING FOR SO LONG. You poor, poor thing. Please know that you will be in my thoughts & prayers, and I will be looking for updates from you! God bless you, sweetie.