Mare,
I Hope and pray that you get your chance to have this life saving surgery. I went through 2 and a half years of struggling with Ohio Medicaid to get my approval. I felt so discouraged at times, but kept on going because I just knew God was pushing me forward to do this for myself and my family. You have us to turn to with your thoughts and frustrations, and put it in Gods hands. If it is meant to be for you it will happen, and I have faith you are strong enough to keep fighting for it.
Hugs
Miss Laura