Awww Helen,
I'm so sorry to hear about Grandpa. Honey, I feel your pain cause I am the closest one in my family to my own grandfather. I have been the one to see after his needs and medical care. He is almost 94 (on the 3rd of Jan.) and I feel blessed to be able to be there for him most of the time. I totally understand the heaviness in your heart! I'm saying a prayer for you grandpa and your family Helen.