Diane,
My heart broke when I read all the troubles that you have faced in the past 4 months. But God is a good God, a merciful God, and a loving God. I have added my prayers to those going up for you from people all across this country.
Just keep repeating to yourself, "By Jesus' stripes, I AM healed." Claim what God has given to you - His gift of healing.
With Love and Hugs.