Darlene, everyone is special in their own right, but I firmly believe God has a special program for some people. Perhaps certain people have fantastic problems to over come and tougher battles to win in orer to get them ready for the wonderful plan God has for them. I do not know what the plan is for your life, but I do believe you are one of those special people and I know there is a reason for you being here. Someone out there is waiting for you to create a miracle in their life. How do I know? Because your talent, caring, beautiful soul and inner beauty shows through even though you have not gotten your personal needs met yet. That is the sign of greatness. Thank you for sharing your story with us. I hope you will continue to share with us your success!