Dang you guys, got me all crying and all........... I have always know I had your support in my journey but it was quiet overwelming to feel your loving arms around me, even if the guys just do it for the implants! hey what ever works......Love you all...... It's such a different feeling this P/S then our WLS,at first you almost feel guilty...Key word almost.....about taking care of youself....the money, the vainity, the whole kit and kabotle.. Then for me at least, all the issues start to arise like re-living the whole thing over again, in days worth of time....just flashes of memories have been surounding me though out this part of my jouney..... in the last 24 hours I've had way to much drama and I need to remember that my miricles will happen with/without me screwing them up......and honestly I'm looking forward to the 5-6 hour nap...... that I can't wait for, on the other hand the pain, Uggggggg has me scared, however......Hurt me...... but let me live a normal life......... OK time to share........the real stuff.....I did something I havn't done in Ummmm can't remember when....I went to Victoria Secrets and bought panties.......white lace really pretty panies.. for AFTER pics... don't nkow if I'll ever get to where them, I'm hoping so....but just buying them, was a thrill.... so stay tuned.........for any further updates.....I love you all, hey if any locals can help me with pics, I'd love it........xoxoxo ok.. bye for now.. Kelly