waywardgypsy
This is just the beginning...
Mar 17, 2017
I am just starting this great and terrifying journey. I have had my initial consult, paid my "enrollment fee", and visited with the nutritionist and had my psych eval. Apparently I'm a prime candidate for this process... whooopeee. I wish I didn't have to do this. I wish my body wouldn't fight me every step of the way in losing weight. I am going to be so grateful if the surgery can fix my metabolism. I have Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome. I am insulin resistant (pre-diabetic). I have no energy. I hurt all the time. I can't do the things I want to do. I am uncomfortable in my own skin.
I have started seeing a therapist to change how I relate to food while I wait the four to six months my insurance requires before surgery. I am starting NOW.
It is time for a change.