I'm obese!!!

Aug 15, 2011

No longer am I "extremely obese!" Wow, was looking forward to this day totally. 39.9 BMI, baby! I've lost 77 pounds so far and look to lose about 100 more. I feel so good and can't believe I ever let myself get so big. I occasionally have the foamies in which I need to vomit, but other than that my journey is going wonderfully. I am on call this week for work and I've actually had a great week. It could've been so much worse. No all-nighters. I imagine God has a lot to do with it. I have 2 lectures tomorrow and KNOW for a fact that I will be okay! Anxiety used to eat me alive, but now that I'm more secure in myself, I am so much more confident. It is an amazing feeling. Its like I care deeper, love more...didn't think that was possible, but it is! My daughter and I are getting closer and closer, it is amazing. I felt so stressed before I had surgery and everything was an imposition. Now, its like I can handle the stress and will be a better person for the stress I do have. More to come...

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