Making slow progress

Nov 15, 2009

What a difference a week makes. Went back and read post op diet instructions and have been following them better. Also Cleo_Nik writing about choosing high protein 1 gm for 10 calories. Am I craving carbs yes. But that is not His plan for me today. Did exercise for 35 minutes today. Water so far 40 oz. Last night hit bariatric eating and netrition purchased a good deal of items. Been bored with what I am eating but have verylittle desire to cook. Today is my cooking day and I will cook for Bob. making meatloaf, beef stew and baked porkchops.

I struggle with wanting to care for myself before others.I try but I realized that my cooking for Bob first comes out of fear of abandonment. Still think that;s one of stronger wifely duty. Certainly is not cleaning. That is one form of activity I despise.

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