im working hard

Feb 02, 2012

OK  so this pisses me off.... I am dealing with the real red tape shit at work and trying my best to stay on top of my roles -  food, exercise, sleep, wife, mother, daughter, teacher, woman.  I am walking almost everyday at work and have gotten myself up to a very fast walk doing 10 laps around the building.  It takes about 1/2 hr.... and I still don't know how far it is - although I promise myself that I will ask today.  However, even with all that - I am NOT LOOSING!  I had my 6 month and they told me that I HAVE to get my caloric intake up to 1100 - it was 995... that my metabolism would stall into starvation mode it I didn't ... and that would not help me in the long run.  OK... cool, i like permission to eat... however I am SO conscious of it, and actually eating very healthy... but still fricken stalled.  It doesn't help when I get my period, because I always gain 2 lbs during that time, and then drop... so perhaps I will loose 4 lbs this time.  Just frustrated with it.... but I keep telling myself that it is a journey and that I have 6 months to still get the rest off.  I want 40 more off.

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