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So I had wanted to be in onederland by my birthday... failed.  I was 8 lbs from my first goal.  One day later I am down 3 of those pounds and I get my period (early).

The joys of being a woman.

I sooooo want to reach my first goal I set out for myself... not sure I will make it but I want to hit 'one'der land by my birthday April 19th

15lbs in 30 days... eeks!

I got my first 250 km badge from fitbit... wow!

Me is proud!

So I spent like 4 hours today trying on ALL my clothes.  I am surprised to be fitting in clothes that have not fit for like 10 years... some I never even got on before.

I started pulling out clothes that are too big and sloppy... problem....

I can't seem to commit to getting rid of them.

I have never enjoyed cooking... for me it was worse then doing dishes alot of work with a mess to clean up after.

Lately tho I have enjoyed experimenting in my 'lab'. I am cooking just for me, no one to try and please except me.  I tried peanut butter protein balls... not as good as hoped for and alot of calories.  Tuna with lemon yogurt, grapes and cabbage.. meh.. just all right.  Edamame, bell pepper salad... good protein count for veggies and yum!  Chicken cooked in yogurt with garlic and parmigiana cheese.. to die for. 

Tonight I threw together lemon yogurt, coconut and shrimp, baked it in the oven... came out good... going to try the same mix with salmon.  I plan on making salmon and chicken patties soon too.

Never thought I would enjoy playing with my food.

So I decide to change my tickers to reflect smaller goals... onederland, 100lbs lost, clinic goal 170lbs, and my goal 150lbs.

Meat, meat, meat, meat, meat, meat, meat, meat, meat !

I think I want meat... just saying.

bacterial infection in throat and ears 4 days post op... ouch!!!!!!!!!!!

plus note pills go in ok.

I sooooooooooo want meat... last day of opti tomorrow and I would kill for meat.