April 6, 2009

Apr 07, 2009

I have scheduled a slight unfill for early next month, the soonest I could see Amy. I have been too tight  for too long and resisting that truth for fear of becoming too loose after a slight unfill. I have weighed 145 for months and do not lose weight because I can't eat a decent quantity of solid healthy food. I eat ice cream almost every day and throw up almost daily. I feel hungry A LOT! I think about food all the time. Being too tight is awful! And being too tight for several months (since November I think) is even worse. I cannot wait to have some of this fill taken out so I can be a normal bandster again, not one with soft food syndrome who probably nutritionally deficiant.

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