Bellalove

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5 years out, up 35 lbs and completely depressed. I left these boards because i thought " i got this" and well, here i am. Granted, there are many factors in my weight gain, the bare bones truth is i eat too much, too many carbs, don't workout enough, and drink way too much wine.  I started this processs 298lbs. surgery day i was 278. at my lowest i was 155 but looked sick,  i settled in comfortably and looking healthy at 169. had a baby 2 years later and was about 188 after delivery.  after having some major issues with Restless leg syndrome and medication after medication i put on some more weight. I was/am disgusted by what i see in the mirror which started my nightly glass of wine after the kids went to bed.  In January i started over, eating so wonderfully, bought a vitamix and started the juicing/smoothie thing, was working out everyday, took some brutal classes at the gym, and never lost a pound. the medication has some to do with it, but after all that going full force and loosing nothing i've given up, hit the bottom where i think i'm destined to be fat. so i've turned to these boards to find some hope. 

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