My second September

Sep 16, 2011

Here it is again, September. And this is my second September since my VSG. September always makes me feel a little sad because it reminds me that winter is ahead. Hubby is back to work since schools opened and I'm mostly alone again, trying to fend for myself.
What does all that have to do with weight loss? Nothing. Except that I was  secretly hoping that I'd be normal weight by now and I'm not. I weighed at 81 kg this morning, which is a far cry from the 130 I started with but still 11 away from goal.
People who know me tell me not to worry that even if I stay where I am I'm good, but I do worry. Perhaps because it brings to mind all the times that I ALMOST reached my goal by dieting (pre-WLS) only to gain everything back and more. *Sigh.
I'm hoping fervently that this time it will be different.
So, I'm now digging in for the long winter ahead and hope this will be a better year.

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