back to reality!

Jan 05, 2009

Soooooo... i went to Disney World for new years... we spent a week there and i only lost 2 pounds... it was terrible... I finally understand why people who NEED the surgery DONT do it! temptation is killer!!! Its so hard to be in a 16 people group and not be tempted to eat... people eat all the time... and you dont really take notice of how much life revolves around food until you can't eat any at all.... so i ate food i wasnt suppose to sometimes... and sometimes i threw up and sometimes i didnt.... I tried to get protein in by eating soft foods and some small and very well chewed pieces of meat... sure, i took food but it was hard to not crave all the delicious things around me.... so I am being super good starting today... because i love that my pants are all falling down... and that I look way cuter in pictures.... just glad im back to reality!

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