What a day yesterday - not weight related... just need to type it out.

My day started off on a rollercoaster to begin with... it was my last day of work before my vacation this week - so I was super excited about that!  It also is the day I gave my boss my 2-week notice. So I was nervous about that.  Now before you go and think how could I take a vacation during my 2-week notice. I work in a year-round school and this is a scheduled calendar week off built into my schedule, so I don't have a choice on it.

My boss took it very well as she knew that I had been looking for a job, so I was relieved about that.  I started telling my co-workers that I was leaving and of course, that is sad.  But at 9.30, I get a call from my mother to tell me that my grandmother had died Thursday night! :(  There's another loop in my emotional roller coaster! :(  While I'm very sad that she passed on, I'm happy also because she had advanced Alzheimer and had a poor quality of life.  She was 92.  I have been missing "my grandmother" for three years as the woman she evolved too isn't who I know and she didn't know me or anyone else either. :(

I barely slept Thursday night and barely slept last night, which isn't normal for me at all. I'm a very good sleeper, so today i'm exhausted!  hope I can take a nap later.

Ok, thanks for letting me post and get this out.

Sorry to hear about your grandma.

We are sorry for your loss.  You have a lot going on in your life right now.  Remember to take care of YOU.

So sorry about grandma...that Alzheimers is horrible.  Glad she is at peace now.

Thank you all so much :)

Ugh! So sorry about your Grandma. Bless her heart, now she remembers you all and is watching over you. Take care of yourself, even though its hard right now. Hugs!