Jeremy, at long last you will be able to breath a sigh of releif. Congratulations my friend. I remember how I felt when I was just before surgery and I kept thinking..."is it going to work for me?"..."how much will I lose?". I know what you are feeling my friend. Believe me...it will work for you. Just listen to your Dr's. Do EXACTLY what they say and you will lose the weight. I am so excited for you. I know it is not easy and you will be afraid before you go "under". Just trust that your surgeon and the Lord are with you. I know I prayed just before surgery for God to forgive me for allowing myself to get so large. He listend, and helped me through. If there is any peace I can give you today it is I know I don't really know you but, I send my love to you today. Keep your spirits up and don't let fear or anything keep you from having your dream. I know the dream myself. Because I've had that dream all my life. I just want to feel normal. Jeremy, you are normal now! The more weight you lose the more you will know that normal is not associated with weight but, a innner feeling of security that you are worth more than what you weigh. I am here to be your friend.
Sincerely,
Bo McCoy [-385] http://www.72inches.com
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