Sherry, I am so so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad about 17 years ago and I still have a hard time with it a lot and lost my cousin Denise 3 years ago. She was only 6 months younger than me and we were close. I know it is hard and I will pray that God will heal your heart and give you peace through this. We all love you here and anytime you need any of us just let us know. Love annie