Dearest Sherry, there are not the right words that can take the pain from you,, I know this from lossing my mom a few months back,, Try to remember the fun and long great talks oyur 2 shared.. Remember the good times and then even the times oyu wanted to scream at her , heck as teems we all wanted to scream at our mom;s just to grow into adults and learn they were so right. My God bless you and keep you safe in this time. Hugs Mary