New to the site! I think that you are awsome! I having been feeling a bit alone and depressed (now in my 3rd week post-op), and it brought tears to my eyes to see the support come from total strangers! I really needed that! It's so hard for others not having to deal with this to truly understand, no matter how they try (God bless them!) When starting a new life, it's good to make new friends! Thank you! Your prayers will be answered!