Hi Mama Angel, It was so good to hear from you! I read your story and am praying God helps you every step of the way! Without him we are nothing, he of all the people in the world loves you! He wants to make you well body and soul! Praises to God always for our lives! We are all learning from each other and this is indeed a Great Miracle in and of itself!! I felt the Angels and heard their wonderful voices during my prep for Gastric bypass surgery! I even asked my husband if he could hear them, the were so awesomely beautiful! My husband tried to talk me out of the surgery, cause he didn't want to loose me! He asked me what if something goes wrong and, well anyway's I told him I was in the best of hands! God the master surgeon has been waiting ten long months for me to get in there and the surgeon here on earth do his stuff to help me get healthier! I could go on and on with this story, but I just wanted to give you an idea on how the struggle for a better life is so awesome when we trust God above completely! Write back when you have time! All my love and God bless you!