Hi Kyla, What can I say, Your story is sooooo inspiring...It's hard to believe you were once sitting where I am. You are beautiful and that was my thought before I saw your photo! Thank you so much for your thoughtfulness, advice and well wishes. I wish you continued happiness. Your journal is motivation to others. I will keep you posted. Only 12 more days... I really feel to nervous to think about it. God Bless, Michelle