Bourngorno Paisanos, last night i couldnt sleep and when that happens to me i start to think a awful lot..haha..no wonder why my head hurts..haha..i was thinking i have lost 150 pounds ive done really well ive had no complications thank god, i am truly blessed..i eat everything practicaly except for certain vegetables that kill my stomach with gas , i stay away from refined sugar because i dumped once and i just dont like that feeling ..i eat carbos not a lot but i eat them i get my protien in first and then have some..this surgery is for the rest of my life, and i feel that if i dont lose any more weight im happy were i am im in a 14 and some 16s ..i feel really good, i was never a barbie doll and i sdont want to be a barbie doll..i have excess skin on my thighs , i exerfcise but its not enough for the skin but good for my heart ! i dont want any surgery to remove skin because ive had so many other surgerys to me its just not important having excess skin..ill be 11 months out in a few weeks and before you know it a year, then a year becomes 2 and so on..this is for life and i want to live a normal life ..so i am! so many things to be grateful for i now wake up in morning and dont have to take 2 advils for pain, no more headaches, backaches, swollen feet, shakiness from sugar levels..no more urinary incontinuasy, i cross my legs...i dont need seat belt extenders, no more looks from mean people..ive lost 150 pounds and found a new person and i really really like that that person..im more confident, i still love food dont get me wrong but food doint rule my life no more..when i get emootional i deal with things instead of eating, i get head hunger still hey im human and everyday will be a challenge..my thanks to everyone who [posts on board..even if we all dont agree on each others posts its still insight ..well my breaks over arrivedecci bel;las and bellos lifes a ride enjoy it ((HUGS)) JoAnn hahaha :)