Debbie, I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you. Please tell your PCP that your medication is not working like it should. Depression is a terrible disease that can be treated if you can find the right meds to help it. I will keep you in prayer. Please know that God's will will be done. You can fight your way out of this terrible place with prayer and help form your PCP. We are all rooting for you!! Please do not give up the fight to have WLS if that is what you truly want. Take care.....