Syb dear;Psalm 119:76-77 says:"May your unfailing love be my comfort,according to your promise to your servant.Let your compssion come to me that I may live,for your law is my delight."
I know you're in the word and there is healing there, so as long as He is always with us we need have no fear. Now physical pain is another issue. I would pray that you have none but if you do,I pray it is brief. You are blessed.Judging from your page here, The Lord most certainly loves you with an everlasting love.Bless you,Syb,as you continue toward a healthy you. God bless you.