I wish you all the very best. Of course, we all have those little demon thoughts that creep into our minds before surgery. What am I doing to myself? What am I doing to my family? What if something goes wrong. What if I am one of those unlucky ones that has problems. WHAT IF, WHAT IF, WHAT IF!!!! What if I don't have this surgery? What will my life be like as an obese person, forever. If you weren't thinking these thoughts then I would think you were nuts, but you are NORMAL!!!!!!! Just calm down and think of all the benefits this will have for you and your family. You will feel better and your family will have you around longer. I hope all goes well for you. Think good thoughts.