Bonnie - I love you girl! I'm trusting in God that He is in control and taking care of YOU! This prayer helped thru a very difficult divorce and I found it right before I had surgery - It touched my heart and applied to wls for me - I hope you can find some comfort in it as well..
Dear Heavenly Father,
I trust you to write my tomorrows and file my yesterdays in a place that will not harm me. I will await your direction. Give me the courage. Though I long for freedom and victory, I am afraid to venture into such unknown territory. I have forgotten how to laugh, truly laugh and kiss the wind, so bowed over have I been in my despair.
You are the lifter of my head. Raise me now and lead me on. I am ready. Ready for change. Ready for deliverance. Ready to experience the fullness of the joy and peace that you have ordained for me.
Yes, I am ready. Lead the way in Jesus’ name. Amen
I love you girl - You will be in my thoughts and prayers - hugs - dea