Glenn, God Bless and good luck tomorrow. Be at peace you have made the right decision.
Here is a little story for you.
Glenn, you have seen the Wizard of Oz, haven't you?
Well, you are Dorothy and today you are whirling about in the tornado (today pre op) things are spinning and your imagining all sorts of things. Tomorrow when you get up and go to the hospital you, as Dorothy, will land in Munchkin land, right on top of the wicked witch of the FAT! As you roll into surgery the surgeon (Good witch Glinda) will tell you to "Follow the skinny brick road" and from the first moment post op you will be placing your foot on the skinny brick road. If you follow the skinny brick road, one step at a time you will ultimately reach the Emerald City (goal). I love visuals, Glenn can you tell. Anyway what I want to say is God Bless and smile, you are about to become a loser in the best way!
Suzza