Hi and welcome to OH. We're glad your here. Stop by the CA message board to meet some local siblings. I wish you God speed on your Journey. http://www.obesityhelp.com/morbidobesity/state-forums/CA
Megan, Congratulations on having the courage to make this choice for your life! Welcome to the losing side! Yes, you will hurt, but it will get better each day, keep smiling and walking. God Bless you!
My prayers will be with you as you go through the surgery and recovery. May your strength be restored; your recovery be swift and your tender heart be renewed.