Chapin H.

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Coni H. 22 years, 2 months ago

You are so close, girl! I am cheering for you as you cross over to the losing side.

summewe 22 years, 2 months ago

Chapin - Thinking of you and wishing you a speedy recovery. -- Wendy (29 days post op and feeling good)

Chapin H. 22 years, 2 months ago

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!! 2 more days!!!!! ACK!!!!!!!!! I am so thrilled!!!!! Please keep me in your thoughts! Best of luck to you all no matter where you are in this journey!!!!!

Christina S. 22 years, 2 months ago

Chapin~Good luck in your upcoming surgery. You'll do great and yes being nervous is VERY common. Happy re-birthday!!-CS

Sue H. 22 years, 2 months ago

Chapin~ Only a few more days!! Best of luck and prayers wouldn't hurt either. Our surgeries are only a couple of days apart. We'll probably be going thru alot of stuff at the same time....keep me posted as to how you are doing. God Bless!

edith in florida 22 years, 2 months ago

Jusr read your latest post and I could have not said it better myself.... I am feeling very confused also. I go 4/29.... I feel like I am numbing out!Please please give me stregnth and bunches for u also! Hugs

Chapin H. 22 years, 2 months ago

First of all, I want to send my condolences to Angel's family. What tragically sad news. I am so sorry for her husband and children. Secondly, Angel's death hit way too close to home. I read her profile and I am only one year older then her and have 3 kids as well. She was fairly close to my body weight...and I am terrified that something like this will happen to me and I will leave my kids without a mom and my husband without a wife....YET...on the other hand, if I DON'T have this surgery...who knows when a heart attack or diabetes will find me! I guess that my MORBIDITY has finally gotten a hold of me. I know this is probably normal feeling this way 4 days pre-op. I have been cleared physically for surgery, going through all the pre-surgical tests. I don't even think that it is the surgery that is worrying me, as the dangers after surgery...{blood clots and leakage.} Up until yesterday I haven't had a chance to really think how much this surgery will change my life and the life of the people who love me. I have been so busy with pre-op testing, work and my children, that I have just been "rolling" with it. Today, I am terrified!!! Terrified of the journey ahead of me! Terrified of surgery, terrified of recovery, terrified of loosing weight so rapidly, terrified of a new body, terrified of people's reactions to me, terrified of the unknown. I have NEVER been fit and thin. I don't know how it will feel. Please help me get through this! I want this surgery so badly! I want to get healthy and run around with my boys! I want to see them grown into men! Please tell me this feeling of paranoia will pass!

Debbie B. 22 years, 2 months ago

Chapin - Best wishes for an uneventful surgery and a speedy recovery. May God hold you and your surgery team in his precious hands.

Maria B. 22 years, 2 months ago

Thank-you so much for your encouragement may Jehovah GOD bless you and all your efforts.

Melissa M. 22 years, 2 months ago

Thank you Chapin and you will be in my thoughts and prayers as well. I look forward to hearing of your successful recovery and bright future.