Hello Tammy! I wanted to thank you for extending yourself to me and for your thoughts and prayers. I was reading your profile and I too was on the same wave length as you regarding following God's plan. This surgery is something that is huge and there is alot of room for things to go wrong, so I in no way wanted to do any of this outside of God's will. I had prayed that if it wasn't His will that He would make it plain to me by not allowing me to be approved the first time around. That if I had to appeal it meant it was my pushing not His giving. (Not that it is that way for everyone, just my specific prayer request)God tells us to pray specifically, maybe if you talk to Him in this way (if you haven't already) it will relieve you of some of your confusion/stress and make your jouney a more peacful one. He loves us and wants what's best for us. Considering that.. how can you NOT come out a winner?