dear kim b
i read your post this morning and i just had to write to you. please don't be depressed about your current weight, your on the right track.
the number on the scale is only part of who you are, after reading your profile i see you a great person, good mother, good sense of humor, and lots of strength. strength is what you need, to get through this process.
best of luck and hope to hear that soon you will have your surgery date. remember god is in control.
best of luck
janice white