Bree, Wishing you the best outcome for your surgery. I found a quote that I want to leave with you. "Be not the slave of your own past-Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep, and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old.--Ralph Waldo Emerson. Good luck on your journey ahead. The road may not always be easy, but it will ALWAYS be interesting.