Debra, it really is amazing the way the Lord works. After I updated my own profile, it was like God said, "Go visit Debra's profile." I thought your surgery date was getting close. I couldn't remember. Well, I just read your post, and I know you are getting anxious. I would love to have you read the post that I felt impressed to put on my profile regarding the big question, "What if I die?"
From what you've said you are a Christian. I think you may find a little comfort in the words the Lord led me to write on my profile, so if you want to check them out, go for it! And, remember, I may need to lean on you as June 22nd nears!!!! God Bless you and I hope and pray all goes well with you!