Ok, I know the title is how everyone else felt to before they had surgery. I just am finally getting it. I am tired of being tired and fat. I am tired of eating so I can feel full. Want to know what I ate yesterday A bowl of ceral, 4 peanut butter sandwiches, a pizza before dinner, baked ziti, pizza when I came home ( pizza is the cheap cardboard pizza**** cream and chips today so far, I have had a bag of combo's 2 hots, cereal and I am starving right now. It is only 12:30. HELP!  I dont know if my insurence wil cover the surgery and I havent even talked with a doctor either. I know I need to make an appointment and plan on doing that this afternoon. I have tried diet after diet after diet and failed. I walk with my children and when I try to get off my butt to do any housework now that I want to clean LOL I have backpain. this just sucks I used to say, and I love my SIL and she is what brought me here to this forum. I used to say, well I am not as big as Terri so I cant be that bad, NOW TERRI is smaller then I am!!!!!!!! WAY TO GO TERII!!!! I am so proud of her!

I found it after I did some looking around.... I am super obese or a tenths of a place off

I will let her know, I plan on printing out this thread for her tomorrow so she can read them herself!!!

I am new here, My name is Ginger and I am the SIL to Tessie. I am huge and fat. I have not been to a doctor in ages becuase all he ever said was you need to lose weight. I have tried to lose it but unfortunelty food tastes so good:( I like to eat, I dislike being fat. Nothing fits right. I am calling a doctor tomorrow to be seen, I am ready to be serious about this before there is no issue. I am 29 years old, fat and can not play with my children or go for walks with them hardly anymore. I weigh 312 pounds and I want to live! I was/ am very afraid for suergery bu****ching my SIL go through with it today, it gave me some courage! I want to be a looser!!! Ginger

Tessie is my sister in law and she is such an encouragment, I will signed on to update you all tomorrow... I may stick around though afterwards, due to I cant lose the weight and I am at my wits end about it. But our insurence wont cover it most likely. Anyways, Tessie girl I am here for you and I will let eveyone know how you are doing ginger