Question:
I feel so srange wearing some clothes!
I've lost 168 pounds and am down to 195 now. Yesterday I went to my son's spring concert and wore a new denim skort. It comes to just above my knees.(it looks like a skirt). It's so cute and I love it but I felt like I must surely be dressed wrong or that I must be rediculous to think I could wear that. It's a size 18 and my hubby and son both thought it looked good. I really felt on the spotlight and was uncomfortable when I had to walk past the bleachers full of people. Nobody said anything to me to make me feel like that so it must just be the fact that I've never been able to wear such a outfit. Anyone else having feelings like this when it comes to clothes? Will I eventually get used to it? Hopefully this to shall pass! Thanks, Deb — Deb H. (posted on May 16, 2002)
May 15, 2002
Hi Deb, I sure hope we get used to it. I have gone from a size 32 to a
loose 6. Everytime I buy a new outfit or walk into a room of people I feel
uncomfortable and wish I could cover up to my neck. No one has ever said
anything to make me feel that way or has ever said anything ugly. I just
don't like feeling like I'm being stared at. I don't know that they are
staring, but it sure is weird. I want people to notice that I've lost
weight and look better--but please don't look at me!
— Lucy B.
May 15, 2002
I hope the feeling passes too. I feel like I'm on display in front of
people and there probably whispering about me and my outfits. When I go to
a store and start picking up size mediums and size 10's, I keep waiting for
the store police to come and escort me back up to the Plus Sizes department
where I used to belong!!
— Patty H.
May 15, 2002
Wow you and I are practically twins. I was 372 (according to my Dr's
scales) and had surgery 1/24/01. I am right behind you at 205 lbs. And I do
feel the same way. Of course we have to buy new clothes, our others would
fall off. And now in our size we cannot buy the frumpy fat wear that we
used to simply because clothes our size are more stylish. But it doesn't
stop me from feeling like others think I am "bragging" or showing
off now. But I know it is all in our mind. I LOl at the first poster, I
agree, compliment me on my weight loss but don't look at me!!! ha ha
exactly the way I feel. It sure is better than the feelings I had 18 months
ago though. Best of luck and keep up the great work.
— Sue B.
May 15, 2002
Hey, Deb, I just wanted to chime in with a big ME, TOO!!! I went from large
women's sizes to 3/4 and 5/6's. I still try to shop in the plus section for
some reason. Mental, I guess. Maybe we'll get used to it, eventually. But
it's a great thing to _have_to get used to!! Love, Donna in AL
— Donna S. C.
May 15, 2002
I know exactly what you mean. I can relate to the "store police"
that one of the previous posters was referring to. I feel like I have no
business in the regular depart of the clothes section. Last week I was
looking for a spring jacket as we are still waiting for spring here in
Norther Michigan! My husband told me that my one from last year looked
rediculous and that I need to get a new one. It is a size large, but it is
hanging on me. So I went in search of a new smaller one. I tried on a
Medium and I thought it fit good. But I no longer trust my own judgement
on this so I got up the nerve to ask the salesgirl her opinion and was just
waiting for a tactful "give-me-a-break-lady" kind of answer. I
just knew if was coming when she didn't answer right away and then she
finally gave it to me......it was too short in the sleeves! I am 6' tall,
so EVERYTHING is too short in the sleeves. I left that store and went on
to Walmart only to find 2 jackets that were regular sized. As I was
looking in the mirror with one of them on a gentleman came over and offered
his unsolicited opinion. "Fits you perfect except that the sleeves
are too short!!!" I almost died laughing.
— livnliter
May 15, 2002
I am one of those people who pre-op never felt that anyone was staring at
me or laughing at me. Post op I still don't feel that way. However, when
I get a size 18 to take in the dressing room, I do feel that the whole
world is laughing and saying who does she think she is kidding. And I feel
absolute shock when it fits. It's the terrible feeling before the dressing
room, that makes the after the dressing room feeling so great. I don't
know if I will ever get over feeling like a fake, but it is important to
remember where you came from.
— faybay
May 15, 2002
Yes, it's definitely in your head. I always think of myself as huge even
now, after having lost 180+ lbs. The last few months have been very
healing however. I wear a size 18 right now (like you!) and I started a
job cashiering at Wal*Mart a few months ago. I see the ladies that buy the
size 18 clothes and see that I do not consider them fat. Maybe slightly
chubby, but not fat or obese by a long shot. This has helped me gain a
more realistic appreciation of my actual size. I wear clothes now that I
never would have dared wear a year ago! For example, I now wear: shirts
tucked in, swimming suits, nice fitted bras (rather than "sports
bras" that are one-size-fits all!), business suits (buttoned up!),
sexy dresses, etc. For the first time in my adult life, I feel normal!!!
— Terissa R.
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