Question:
I find myselp SCARED to swallow.

It sounds crazy but true. After I vomit once. I feel that if I swallow what I chew I will bring it up. So what I do is chew and spit it out in a tissue. I do eat soft things but swallow. it's the foods with noodles, meats, etc. Help I don't want PAIN.    — Naes Wls J. (posted on December 30, 2002)

December 30, 2002
So, you are just getting water, protein shakes & vitamins? (correct answer is affirmative). But you gotta have solids! Have you actually vomited yet?
   — vitalady

December 30, 2002
yes I have vomit, sometimes liquards when I've dranked to much. I can't figure out why I dry vomit. other words nothing comes out.Even at night. I do eat soft carrots in soups. puddings anything soft. But anything harder I spit out.
   — Naes Wls J.

December 31, 2002
I couldn't and still can't tolerate noodles. It makes me sick every time I eat. Meats, I cut into so many small pieces, that it doesn't bother me, but the noodles (macaroni, butter noodles, spagetti) I still don't eat and I'm 18 months out.
   — dolphins94