How do I get back on track?

I first want to say I appreciate everyone's phone calls..You all are awesome. I seem to have gotten off track somewhere. I'm so ashamed and embarrassed,. That is another reason I couldn't bring myself to post...not to mention the mental and physical changes that I have been going through. I'm seeing BOTH a psychiatrist and a psychologist because of an incident (of a sexual nature) that occurred on my job in January 2004. The incident brought childhood abuse issues to the forefront that I had been keeping concealed and repressed. When it finally came out, I couldn't handle it. I'm so thankful that my husband was there for me. Now, I've found out several things: 1) the medication I'm on has contributed to 'some' of my weight gain, 2) I seem to be able to eat more, & 3) I JUST CAN'T see myself going throught the agony of gaining all of that weight back!! I'm wondering if there are any of you out there that have been through the same thing-{gotten off track}. January 13, 2004, I weighed 132lbs; just 7 pounds short of my goal! Now, as of today 11/5/04, I'm back at 162lbs., and I don't like it AT ALL! ~~~Hadiyah, a.k.a. "YourDivaness" Royale

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