i don't want to whine but..........

my surgery is in 21 days and i'm sooooo nervous!! iam having a hard time sleeping; by the time i do fall asleep i seem to dream all night long. i wake up feeling exhausted! i'm so happy to be doing this and i know that it will change my life. i have lived my life a certain way for so long and i keep wondering what life will be like on the other side. i know i need to calm down but i'm a bundle of nerves! has anyone else felt like this right before surgery? i don't feel like my family understands enough to help me. my "outer shell" has been like a protective coating and i have to wonder what life feels like without that shield. am i crazy?

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