I have been so

I had my consult in May '02 and was approved shortly after. My open RNY is scheduled for 8/14. I have quit smoking and been exercising and eating low-carb and doing breathing exercises for months, but now, 2 weeks before surgery, I am hitting chocolate VERY hard and skipping my walks and eating carbs and fried foods and feeling lousy and depressed and snippy AND I'm SMOKING AGAIN! What is wrong with me!!?? Why these self-defeating behaviors? Will I get back on track? Is there hope for me? Thanks everyone.

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