Anyone been jealous of those who....

start their jounery the same time as you and end up having surgery while you're still jumping through hoops? I know I shouldn't feel like this. And generally I am always happy and praising God when someone finally has this surgery...as I know we all have a lot to deal with and I sympathize with their jounrey. But every now and then I just find myself saying "why did they get their's and not me?" It took me two years to convince my husband that this surgery was a good idea...took another year to get an insurance company that would cover it. I had my first appointment in January with my PCP and yes, its only going on May and most people are still way behind me...but I just have waited so long. Anyone else feel this way or am I the only horrible person?

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