please help i'm losing my mind, was this worth it

I know my complication is small compared to others but I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I had the surgery for my weight, I had no health issues yet, which they say would be worse then what I have now. I had a stricture, it was fixed, then another thursday, which ended in me being dehydrated, at the same time I started to pass bloody stools, so they took me to the e/r. Turns out I had an ulcer. The gastro fixed it, and I am finally home and healing. My blood count is still low. I am still weak is that ok? they said yes, but I am so afraid of bleeding again or being dehdrated. I am scared to death right now and wish I didnt do this. Will I recover? and not regret this? Thanks

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